when I woke up,

from a nightmare

I began to feel,

diary  cradled in a sin,

coated with disappointment...

I was disappointed,

when I woke up,

my hands not worthy 

to look up and ask from You,

truthfully a was hurting

every time the bell echoes

and say "REPENT"

God...

when I woke up from slumber,

I want to leave about the past

and I try to find  a peacefulness

That only YOU understand,

and YOU just welcomed..

In sin, You whisper that You miss me,

and entertain me with joy

when I woke up

I have updated..

In consciousness

I lifted my hands to the sky,
and say "THANKS GOD"